went to my uncles today for thanksgiving. almost got to go to billies but her mm was being a cunt -.-

i ate alot =] im about to explode=[

i miss kate alot =[

i want to see her before she moves to texas if she does move that is

my sister is over -.-

my dad is being an asshole and wont let me have my phone back =[

thought about Korie in a long time. why can i not just be over her and not have a curse from her.

im still falling even more in love with billie. although somedays and idk why i just dont feel the same way its really confusing and i hate it -.-

sometimes i miss being single but im glad i have billie i love her to death.

today is more depressing than others=[. i woke up and saw a text from kate she was arrested again. i miss her tons. ive been out of cigarettes for awhile now and have no energy.


i have nothing to do today -.-

me and jake were supposed to go bowling but i have no money-.-

so i got my cell taken away today by mrs. keller. im in the computer lab sitting next to kenzie. she told me that when she saw me at school i always looked pissed at the world. which if it was last year it was probably true cause me and kate were fighting alot but whatev. im so fucking tired i miss going to school with billie i love her. i miss kate more than ever too.

katy got mad at me today but she got over it and all is good =]

i really need a cigarette =[

well i might post later idk yet

ttyl

bryant

im in fifth hour. today is almost over finally i need i cigarette.

me and billie are getting closer as the days go by.


kate messaged me today yay i love her so much i miss her too =[


im in the computer lab there is this girl in here named haylee listening to music she really needs to find a better taste in music instead of all that rap shit.

they found a small piece of weed in my hoodie this morning but they didnt suspend me thank god.

well im at school. in second hour. im really hungry.-.- i miss billie alot=[. i love her so much more than i have anyone else i think. not only has she become my best friend she is also my high school sweatheart. and i couldnt be happier with anyone else.

i haven't talked to kate in a long time its kinda depressing. until she puts forth effort in trying to fix this friendship i cant do anything i mean idk when she is home and i can call her idk her house phone either.

i miss my best friend i had in collinsville =[


so now jake has become my best friend/bromosexual/brother

idk what i would do without my friends i love them

well

ttyl

bryant

last night was halloween. me billie brittny and jake went trick or treating.

then we went back to jakes house me and billie had sex. it was the best i have ever had. i love her so much

brittny was peter pan me and jake were dead people. and billie was a princess

well thats about it

ttyl

bryant

well this weekend is holloween. im hanging and going trick or treating with her she is going to make me look dead for it. we went to nightmare the other night it was ok but i really wanna go to hex house its supposed to be the scariest here in tulsa.


i miss kate i wanna see her.=[

i went to brads apartment today with jake nothing happened. no drugs which is good i guess billie likes me better sober but i wasn't with billie.

ive been sober for awhile suprisingly i think in a week if im still sober if i like it i might stay sober but i doubt it

well

ttyl

bryant

so i went to the doctors yesterday. and i have the fucking swine flu.

well nothing new going on lately. i dont know why but i started thinking of korie today -.- fml. i just want to be over her for good. me and billie are falling for each other more and more as the days go by =].

i haven't talked to kate in a while =[ i miss her alot. =[


well ttyl

bryant

im hopefully gonna see billie today. =] i miss her.

i miss kate too.

nothing else to report

schools good i guess

so someone called my mom and told her i was still using. so i cut all my hair off and im staying sober now. im happy about it except for the being almost bald part.

saw billie today=]

nothing else happenin =[

ttyl

bryant

so billie came over last night. we took it slow. then ended up having sex. it was beautiful. and amazing. i love her so fucking much =].

i miss her already =[

kate still hasnt spoken a word to me. i miss her

so i was going through some of my old entries. and came accross some of me and kate. i miss her so fucking much. i love her too. you would think after not talking to her in like two weeeks i would be over her. wrong the exact opposite actually.

i started crying i miss her so damn much.


well me and billie are doing good. my longest relationship yet. five months. =]

so me and billie are talking about me taking her virginity. she wants me to. and i think i could cuz i dont plan on breaking up with her anytime soon i want this relationship to last.

she is coming over friday night to do this. she is gonna tell her mom she is staying at courtneys house and is gonna get a ride over here. then go back to courtneys. after we are done hanging out. i fucking love billie.

still have not heard from kate in awhile. i think she is done with me. i miss her. but i dont see what her problem is. i mean ahyone would talk to the person they are dating then thier best friend. me and billie hardly talk or see eachother for that matter. i can talk to kate whenever.

well

im off to bed

night

ttyl

bryant

so a couple nights ago my moms cousin terry dawn came over and i met a cousin i never knew i had. she is pretty cool my age she is into the same things i am in to except for music.

she wants to party it up with me =].

her name is jessica.

im missing kate a little less as each day goes by i thought i would be missing her more. but im not idk what the fuck is wrong with me.

she is mad at me because i choose to talk to my girlfriend over her yeah shes my besty but still its my fucking girlfriend i hardly see her or speak to her.

so last night i was watching gypst 83. and i almost started crying for two reasons 1 it reminded me of kate 2 the guy in it reminded me of jesse =[

well today was good i guess not much happened

well today was good then bad.

me and jake went to panda then went to go see a movie. and my mom calls saying she found my dugout and pinch hitter in my room. oh well im not in that much trouble.

kate messaged me on myspace.

i miss her so much.

me and billie are good =] im really happy with her.=]

well not much is going on so

ttyl
bryant

last night was crazy started to get a tattoo and the gun broke oh well ill finish it later.

stayed at jakes did some shrooms =] and smoked and got drunk it was fun. =]

well kate is being a bitch to me and im not liking it oh well fuck it.

i miss kate alot. =[ shes mad at me it sucks i love her so much.


i saw billie thursday=] i love her too i want to be with her for a long time. and she loves me too. our relationship is so much healthier then mine and kates.

well darby thought she was pregnant with my kid but she isnt so thats good.

this chick lindsey likes me its wierd shes like 12.

well thats about it

ttyl

bryant